Hoo... its been a while... hahaha.. almost 3 months havent update... well lately im beeing busy with my stuff... >_<
well now im in to this site http://komagroove69.multiply.com ... is more fun then friendster ^^... please come and visit ^^ hehehe... have a nice day ^^

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
auheuaheauea long time no update~

well i just move places... and im still surprised that i can survive to live without internet hahahaha...

special thanx to itin for lending me the house, the food and the pleasure auehauheuaheau xD

new semester has begun... *FIGHT BACK TO SCHOOL*
just started new things...
- FINALLY got a JOB... *i make the chicks hot* uaheauheua...
- me-an-itin-alex-wowo we make an own web developer company.. named "5am studio" (hopefully goes well ^^) ... now i can survive a lil bit longer on financial hahaha...

for the band...
- X-CaPe will be performing at 24 July at OlymPPIA
- me-alex-wowo will be performing again at Cultural Nite at 3rd August at RMIT Storey Hall ... we will play some spanish song: Molie ndo cafe and el Matador ^^

and this is my planning for the coming weeks...
- ill get a 3 !!! the new Z1010 has arrive
- ill be moving to a bigger place... hahaha... is not fully furnished... but fully entertaining.... *so many great stuff!!!* uAHEUAHEUAHEUA.... ill be happier to stay at home rather goin out... no more nomaden hahahahhaa

and to mii.. my bro is here xD auheuaheuahuea

bai~

HUhuhuhuhUHuh... memories -_-

1. Love is DEAD

All the pretty people
I see them day to day
Makes me sad inside
I can't face the way
They kiss and hold each other
Close in their arms
Where is my feelings of warmth
The blood in me's gone slack

And I realize
Love is dead
It's a memory
Of forgotten land
So hard to find
When it doesn't exist
So miserable
When nothing's there to kiss

I envy everybody around
Love is flowing free in the air now
I envy them for knowing that
They have security and comfort down
I can't find the plans for that
For me there is nothing left to say
I guess I was born to be alone
And to live every day that way

And I realize
Love is dead
It's a memory
Of forgotten land
So hard to find
When it doesn't exist
So miserable
When nothing's there to kiss

The arms are empty
Love is so fleeting
Everything's goin black
There is no safe way back
Nothing there to love now
Nothing there to save me from
The dyin days that are coming soon
Cause I can't find any reasons

Love is gone
Love is gone
You all have it I don't
Love is gone
Love is gone
You all have it I don't

I look at everything now
Shades of grey in a world gone black
I look at everyone now
Happiness because their love is fact
I look at all the places
That I used to be and used to care
And all I know is they don't
All I know is nothing left for me
Today
Nothing left for me today
Nothing left for me tomorrow
Nothing left for me anyway
Anyway

And I realize
Love is dead
It's a memory
Of forgotten land
So hard to find
When it doesn't exist
So miserable
When nothing's there to kiss

And I realize
Love is dead for me
It's a memory
Of forgotten history
So hard to find
When it doesn't exist for me
So miserable
When nothing's there for me

Nothing's there for me
Nothing's there for me
Nothing there for me
Nothing there for me

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this is another one...

2. The FooL Moon

Memories of the days when we first met
While I touch your lips with cold fingers
So cold… like a moon made of ice
I can't even move my body and no longer speak

As if the full moon were drawing near in the night
I can't see myself in your empty eyes

Memories of the day when we first met
As if the sand of time laughing at this
It wasn’t… the right time and place
It’s just memories that never look back again

As if the full moon were drawing near in the night
I can't see anything in your empty eyes

-Instrument-

I can't see anything in your empty eyes
I can't see myself in your empty eyes

The insane moon that witness all the lies
You only a ghost that keeps haunted me
Even if… u are angel in the darkness
I can’t control the feelings inside me

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haha this one is for commercial xD *ice coffee LoVeR xP*

3. ICED KOFFEE

I must have died and gone to heaven…
My body on ZERO gravitation…
And is addicting like an ecstasy…
Oh… I need my ICED COFFEE…

Day after day with the morning fragrance
Every café in the city of the world
With their special coffee with no caffeine
Oh… Taste that will ease my mind…

FOUR seasons with the aromatic air
Like the varieties taste of the pure black ice
As long is sweet, freezing, and icy
Oh… Flavors that will make me fly…

I must have died and gone to heaven…
My body on ZERO gravitation…
And is addicting like an ecstasy…
Oh… I want my ICED COFFEE

Espresso and Arabic coffee beans
Frapuchino or the white Moccachino
Oh… I DON’T REALLY CARE!!!
As long… My COFFEE is colder than winter…

I must have died and gone to heaven…
My body on ZERO gravitation…
And is addicting like an ecstasy…
Oh … I need my ICED COFFEE

I must have died and gone to heaven…
My body on ZERO gravitation…
And is addicting like an ecstasy…
Oh… I want my ICED COFFEE

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haha another one of my creation ~_~ ...

4. SHADOW

In a land… where no one's hand may reach
Angels and fairies has return
This will extend… beyond time and space
I'll make it bloom before you dreams

Living endless… nights and mornings
Your eyes have gone transparent
I'll quietly watch… that sleeping face
Till the gentle wind which make you sleeps

Even all DEVILS terrors at everything
Even all CREATURES receive the constant pain
I will be your shadow… till the Ends of time…

No matter… what wish has been made
Only deep sadness comes of it
Your empty eyes… with visions of gentle memories
I want to fall asleep with you in my arms

Even all DEMONS destroying at eveything
Even all GODS don't care a thing
I will be your shadow… till the Ends of time…

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huhuhu.. my lyrcis ... is not that good... just expressing and fantasying stuff -_-

haha there's still alot more... but one of my new ones almost
done ^^ huehuhue...

anyway take care people~~

huello :D
havent update for a verryyy long time :D
anyway... last month is wonderful ^^ ..
the band perform at PASAR SENI ACCOUSTIC competition and
at RMIT RAIS TALENT QUEST :D
which is so much FUN ( ^_^x)

and last week is a hell week >_<
so many stuff to do >_<... such as EXAM, selling tickets (ARISAN movie), meeting with new peoples ~_~, and some SURPRISING THINGS... *which really surprise me @_@* ...

weather changes drastically in Melbourne
u can feel 4 seasons in a day...
those things that makes me sick...
sore throat, cough, flu, fever, headache, ect... u name it ~_~
but im on the process of healing it ^^
do some meditation, and bashing up drums XD heuheue

and u who read this ... hope u all stay healthy... its sucks if u get sick =( .. wakakakkaa...

and i dunno to the people around me... they all act strange... ¬¬ *looking at the reggae lovers*

haha cheers yo .. take care people

the Morning Rains... brings back memories... *hix*

well anyway just find out that .. X-CaPe... is :

X-CAPE (Cambridge Against Primate Experiments) was formed in September 2000 by a group of Cambridge animal rights campaigners when it was discovered that the University of Cambridge intend to build new primate research laboratories on the outskirts of the city, where monkeys would be housed underground and subjected to cruel invasive brain experiments

u can look at HERE

and yeah... my friend from Japan said that DRUMMANIA 10th mix and GUITARFREAKS 11th mix is out NOW hahaa...



well the colour is pink.... coz they said... they want more girls to play it hahahaha... ok.. better finished my assignment ...

THX for reading ^^

*NEED A PART TIME JOB >_<*

Flashback :

met Itin and the gank... Elsa, Pam, Lala, Cil, Nas...
met Marcos at Starbucks... *the joker kekekekeke*
met Andi at soccer *Melbourne Phoenix first match*...
met Alex at badminton court... *those times hahahhaha*
met Ray and go to Night Cat... *u are very innocent that day* haha

yup.. that how we connected and met up...

X-CAPE was born at 29 August 2003!!! that was our first meeting at Starbucks....

haha... so many things happen back there... problems... ect
and sorry to Raymond... we (me and alex) force u to play bass...
but now u addicted to it?? hahahha

NOW :

.... we plan to perform this year (2004) and yeah...
and here we are ...
we achieve our goal to perform...
1st time performing in Melbourne...
and we *X-CAPE*... is the Best Performance in KaFe ARt 2004!!!!

is just like a dream come true...
i never expected that we go this far... hahahaha...

...to tell the truth i didn't play well while performing
especially the last song (the bass pedal doesn't work)
it makes me out of beat ~_~... sorry people >_< ...
huhuhu need more practice...

but well... we should proud...
we have an extremely weekend practice for 3 weeks...
played the same song till we bored...
and this what we achieve... (to Alex: NO PAIN NO GAIN!!! hahahhaa u know what i mean XD)

i've said it before and i will say it again...
THANX to all of u people
to Pam and Marcos... for their great Voice and Performance d^^b
Andi , Alex and Remon... with their own Instrument and their GREAT JUMP XD hauahua...
and Elsa for the lovely tunes of the keyboards ^^...

im VERY PROUD of ya d^^b ( U ARE THE BEST !!! )

and not forget our managers Itin ^^
our FRIENDS.. (so manyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
and of course the great huge SUPPORT from the SUPPORTERS ^^
(hahahaha i bring around 20 peoples hehehheee =P)
we can't win it without u people m(_ _)m



18 March 2004 : KaFe ARt Best BAND Performance 2004


well i think thats all for now... ^^

and now...
do assignment... ~_~
making reports... X_X
clean up my room... @_@
and back to uni... >_<

huhuhu... well helloo tabulas =D
wahahhahaa...
hm ok ... here goes...
weve been practicing for an audition for the KaFe ARt .. '

in my point of view we have a GREAT improvement from the first band practice till the last prac, which is on Sunday and we have ELSA birthday party at the studio haha ^^
Happy Birthday chio bu =d ~~

actually i was injured while playing basketball on Saturday *i played with Ary, Alex, Ray, and Lala*... and my right knee and ankle still sore and pain till now T__T
i cant even walk properly >_< so .. yeah... i keep kickin' those bass pedal \m// hahaha... but i wonder why my legs didnt hurt at all while playing drum XD hehehehhe ^^v

and on the audition day... which is last night -_-" ... there are so many great band!!! well... we were all nervous when our turn to play... yeah... and the poor drum sets >_< the hi-hat keep slippin away... the tom-toms only one of them.. and the snare volume is not balance >_< ...
and sorry guys.. made 2 mistakes at PoTReT songs >_< *SEPUKKU*
coz of my hand was sweaty... IS SO HOT IN THEREEEEEEEEEEEE @_@ *hiks*

well... we were having fun while playing... what i see from the back ..... they all jumping around!!
Andi jump like those Blink style haueaheuaheaua ...
Alex lighter style was awesome *the judge was lookin at u mate*!!! Marcos and Pam with their own unique style ^^
Elsa which is marvelous at the keyboards.... *I hear it very clearly coz of the the huge speaker is on my left >_<*
... and dont forget the Ray Boy... keep smilin de gozaru yo... ckckckck hei start moving ur body ¬¬ hehehe... kool mate
Itin... eventhought we are 7 now.. but u still part of us
XCAPE is 8 members! no more no less

Novellll said the judge was impressed... coz that what they want to see from the band ^^

and around 23.00... Marcos "info" us -_-"... haha... Ray was fell for it!!! he was deeply depressed .... we (me and alex) can see it from ur face mon!!! XD

anyway we pass the audition... YEAH.... i think we all happy... coz of our hardwork from the previous 3 weeks.... No Pain No Gain!!! and my legs still hurt -_-; and my friend suggest me to go to doctor to do a check up (._.) huhu....

and from me... it was REALLY FUN TO PLAY with all of u people ^^...
and this will be my first time to perform at Melbourne =D...
and thanx to the people who keep supportin ^^
well cheers ^^b

Hm.. today... i was planning to go to DIMIA *to approve my work permit*... but they said i must go there again at friday ~_~ .. later on my friends ask me to accompany them shopping...
but they forced me to shop also @_@... so i bought 4 pairs of Shirts *which is cool and wild* HaHaHaHaHa... and also some accesories... HeHeHeHe... then went swimming and gym at the afternoon... then we eat dinner *my 4th Big Meal* at chinese noodle house... and my friend give this Lord Of The Rings Parody.. which totally hilarious HUHAUHUAHUAHAUHAUA... then go to QV *safeway and Big W* buy some stuff again ~_~... just arrive home... Ray message me to join him to dinner.. but i said i ve just had dinner.. but suddenly he came with alex O_o ... anyway while we ordering a Chicken Pizza in La Porchetta... Elsa called Ray... they want us to pick her up and LaLa to Itin place~ so we take away the pizza we just ordered T-T... well anyway we had fun in Itin place~ met up with Gress, Andrea, and Itin's mom... watch some VCD ... which is a compilation of pics ... then take some photos and play music... etc~~~
Now... i just finished my assignment which is due on 3rd March~
now im free again hauheuaheuaheua *peace* ^^v

Hello~~
well is getting busy nowdays...
but... im fine .. well.. its so damn hot today! is 41 degrees!!!
feel like living in microwave~ hehehehehe ^^
now im trying to make my sleep schedule back to normal :D ...
*too much watching movies* especially the last one is gahuto >_< *HOEKSS*... and my alarm clock is broken >_<... please some one wake me up at 6 oclock everyday :D... and now hoping the agent bring good news tomorrow~
well anyway happy valentine yo~ *sorry late*
take care people .. cya ^^
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huello~
huhuhuu the holiday in indo is over... and i broke my mobile when in indo T_T...
well anyway just get back to melbourne ^^ ... it should be summer... but still very cold ~_~
at night my friends (RiKo and JecKo and GuGi) ask me to accompany them to Next Blue @_@... *dont get enough sleep at the plane* ~_~
well... now my room is totally MESSY!!!!! argh... and im so lazy to clean this up... >_< ... better sleep~ huaheuheauaheuahea...
TODAY : FOOD SHOPPING!!!! ^^v
to Jun and Jen thanx for the songs~~~

New Songs:
L'Arc~en~Ciel : Ready, Steady, Go
BLUR : Boys & Girls
Hyde : Sweet VaNiLLa
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HeheheheLLO~
So happy~ i passed my exam~ hheuheuehuehuehueheuehe
anyway getting fatter here~
eat so much since i returned to indo~
yesterday thanx for Alex, Andhika and Devi to come at my haunted house *i told u there a ghost in my room*
anyway just finished my band practice...
my indo band will perform at bandung...
for the new year show~
well... to all of u~
just wanna say Merry Christmast and a HaPPy NeW YeaR~
cya ^^

Haha having fun at federation square~

Hmm going out today...
went out shopping~
meet wowo dan kawan kawan~
and now cant sleep... dont know why...
well.. going take off at 12.30~ probably arrive at 7.30
in Jakarta (indo times~) HeHeHe~
hmmm cant wait to eat the foods~~
probably went out with alex this weekend at jak~ (cya there man~)
well...
till we met again peoples~
cya all~
take care~

just visiting relatives around melb after exam >_<
finally ended at federation square and southgate~
meet summer set and playground there~
and eats so much Ketupat today >_<

well just wanna apologize to :
Takeshi, Jun, Xu, Kim, Alister, Ken, Alexander, Miyabi, Ayumi, Rika, Kenneth, Jimmy and Haffidz~
wanna say sorry if i make a mistake~ and please forgive me~
well THANX HEAPS for stoping by and bringing some food~
*CHEERS* cya around~

and for Melbourneindonesian~
Hery, Anpa, Cherry, Stephanie, Evelyn, Carina, Karina, Christina, Christine, Meyliza, Lin Lin, Eduardo, Stanley, Tony, Kurni, Windah, Egi, Wendy, Sani, Yung, Eric, WoWo, Aldo, Ben, dll~
alo...saya minta maaf ya kalo pernah salah ama kalian >_<.. and tolong di maafin juga~ ^^

and these people~

Marcos: oi pak... kamu yg harusnya bokep ¬¬# well anyway...
maafin gue ya pak~ kalo pernah salah ama lo~ met kerja pak~
btw kos... ada yg ngirim salam tuh~ ^^

Pam: pam pam~ maafin ya kalo pernah salah~ >_< MAAF MAAF MAAF >_<

Cecil: Cecilllll maafin gue juga kalo pernah salah >_< GOMENASAI~

Alex: alo man.. the warrior... edan... thanx for diablo man~ gue ngutang banyak ama loe nih itu ... noodle (the girl who is rise up from the dead for an instant noodle) hehe XD
well... maafin gue man~ kalo pernah salah ama lo~
good luck ama bizzare things that happens to u~

Gressia: Gress~ hehehe sorry gress... kalo ada salah maafin ya ^^ thanx banget buat breakfast waktu itu HEHEHE, btw...say hai to ur bro~^^

Elsa: wei chio bu~ maafin gue kalo pernah salah~ well ... sorie lah! forgive me leh! ^^

Christin: alo tin~ toss dulu tin... gue banyak dosa ama lo... maafin gue ya tin... ^^ *want some KFC???* hehee jkjk~ mi ahn hae Tin~ m(_ _)m

Stella: alo La~ sorry... gue banyak dosa juga nih ama lo~ maafin gue ya~ sumimasen~ gomenasai La~ m(_ _)m

Raymond: yo Ray~
ur sisters are very funny HAHAHAHA~ next time tell them to give me "Panda Doll" not "Panadol" X_X.. and ray~ dont kill me wei~ im too young to die~ hiks >_<
well anyway maafin gue mon kalo pernah salah ama lo~ thx banget mon nganter"~ maafin gue mon~ m(_ _)m

Felice: chichi Felice~~ maafin daku ya hehehe~ thx banget atas bantuan-bantuannya ~ gdluck buat "itu"nya~ hehehe maafin ya ^^~

and all my online friends~ just wanna say im sorry~ please forgive me if iam being cruel or hurt ur feelings~ also wanna say thanx for the support~ ^^

bye people~
*back to study* >_<

OMG... I called more than 300 people today.. O_O
argghh... my phone bill... >_<

Hello~
have some fun last friday~
the band prac is getting nice and koordinated~
anyway... i broke my drumstick while having a band prac
*excessive power of usage eventhought i havent eat from the morning*
went to st kilda... they all eating ice cream >_< huhuhuhu
take photos... which is some of them were kool~

saturday... finally i'm having a haircut (i hate my previous hair)
then at nite... we eat ice cream~ went to purple emerald~
eat at china bar *thanks to all of u for the company* ^^
and then Ray is going back to indo~

sunday... WoWo called me.. he said he need a drummer to play some old rock songs... (im not into rock >_<) so i ask alex to come also~
the plan is we will jamming at prahran studio... but the place is not good... the room too small, no cymbals and high hats, and a bit stinkz... >_<
so we decide to go to caufield at once~ heheehe
WoWo look like SADAKO if he didnt pony tail his hair HAHAHA XD
but... i broke my drum sticks again... (one of my favorites)
*excessive power* >_<
(i have broke 26 drum sticks)

just print out some photos... u can see the photos at
here (CREDITS TO christin *melondrops*)

just download some indo rare songs~ sentimental songs XP

and we had DIABLO~ which is fun~ ^^

now in class... a bit SLEEPY
and Gress also going back to indo tomorrow~
and at last... EXAM starting next week ^^
tha~

I was bored... totally bored...
im bored coz the exam is still 2 more weeks from now >_<

well... i just called my mom at indo... (its her birthday)
i think she is allrite~ dont feel lonely anymore~
*pray*pray*pray*pray*pray*pray*pray*

well... still have 6 more prac exam~ and 4 exam to go~
but i already passed a subject~ haha ^^v
we (me, alex, remon) didn't get enough sleep~
thanx for accompanying man~

hopefully we have a band prac this weekend~
ahhh... just the time to release some stress~

congrats for the people who already finished with their exam~
all the best~

*back to STUDY*